What Do You Want Out Of Life?

  Sometimes I wish I wasn’t ambitious.  Like some women only goals are to have a man. Nothing wrong with that at all don’t get me wrong ,because that’s what she is satisfied with. I have so much more I want so my fight is harder and so frustrating. 

  This is one of the reasons I left my husband. True, I could have continued to live comfortable being a wife and mother apart this big happy picture, but those walls started to close in on me. We as women stick with unhappy situations far too long, because of pride and to save face.We feel like nothing else is out here so we live in misery . When we could have complete joy alone. If I’m not completely happy it’s not worth it (but that’s another story).

  I removed myself from a situation with not a penny to my name, a car or a plan B, and rent was due the next month. God started speaking reminding me of my gifts and dreams. We weren’t equally yolked. I have no desire to work work work and leave the remainder of an insurance policy for my son to live on for a few months. I want to leave him a legacy and something to live on for the rest of his life and his children. Romance, yea I can scroll through my contacts and choose who if I wanted, but there is more to my life than belonging to a man. We have to stop feeling like we aren’t complete without intimacy.